I’ve been away from God for a minute. Well not really because God is always with me; but this time I’m (once again) actively pushing to know him better and to do life with him. (I honestly hate saying ‘him’ when talking about God because God is genderless… but patriarchy is choking us even in... Continue Reading →
A petty God?
I asked God for a miracle and He came through. When I asked Him, I had told him I’d fast for two full days if He helped. With my past record of not keeping my word with Him, I told him to give me a chance to show him that I could be trusted now.... Continue Reading →
On Trauma and Healing
You know what they say about healing. You gotta dig deep, pull out the mush, lay it bare and let it hit you. You pause, cry it out and stand back up. It's only then that the battle can begin. But what if you don’t get up. What if the baggage is so heavy, it... Continue Reading →
Set Free (Verse).
You've been set free, But remember to resist the devil because he always comes back and if he finds you empty, he will invite his friends and they will set up shop.
Break me.
I’m currently on a devotional plan called ‘Dangerous Prayers’ It was going well until this morning when I hit a prayer I couldn’t bring myself to pray. ‘Break me’ I struggled and struggled and ended up telling God to give me some time. ‘Let’s come back to this one’, I said. ‘I don’t think I’m... Continue Reading →
The Answer.
Hey guys! Long time no chat. I hope you’re treating yourself nicely, eating your greens, staying fit... you know, all the good good things I’m definitely not doing for myself. Last time I told you my struggle with sex and all the holes my mind was jumping through to validate it. Well, I found my... Continue Reading →
Cherry Talk
I don't believe in the things that kept me from sex anymore or I have found loopholes around them.
Always and forever,
I'd like to think you're dancing in Heaven With the Angels spraying you dollars as you sing heavenly songs of praise to the Father Happy Birthday my lover. Always and forever, Your baby.
Commitment Woes.
I have commitment issues. You probably already picked up on it from my posts but I only realized this a couple of months ago when I met new people. I found it extremely difficult to let them into my life and build a relationship with them. Through self-reflection and borderline tearing myself down, I linked... Continue Reading →
It’s the little things
Look at me being consistent. I’ll wait for the applause. I have something interesting to share with you. Remember when I told you that my faith was on the rocks (no, no alcohol jokes here lol)? Two weeks ago, a man who was evangelizing walked up to me and handed me a pamphlet. ‘Do you... Continue Reading →
