Lust.

I wouldn’t even see them with their clothes on anymore. I welcomed it at first – it was exciting to me. It was when I realized I couldn’t stop that I panicked.

Daddy’s Princess

I heard these words eight years ago in a movie – “Whatever you do; wherever you goalways remember you’re daddy’s princess” Whenever the devil tries to guilt me. This line is always a reminder that I am, and will always be God’s princess. No matter how far I go;Whenever I return, I will always have…

Top 15 Lessons in the First Three Months of 2019.

Here are the top things I learned in the first three months of the year. God is interested in every aspect of your life no matter how minute. Fear will cripple you. Tell the devil to keep his useless gift. There’s a very thin line between kindness and foolishness. Love is not only the expression…

I stand.

I standin every word you have said over meI standin everythingthat you say I amI stand in every truththat your word bringsI stand in your perfect will.Under your shadow;behind the cross.I stand.

Are you for God?

This morning, a question popped into my head. ‘Are you for God?’ I immediately replied, ‘Yes, of course. That’s a dumb question’ But then I’ve been thinking about it all day. Am I really for God or do I just do the surface level ‘good’ things in hopes to earn points from the ‘big guy…

Home.

I was able to put this together after months of being under a creative dry spell. I hope you enjoy it. If you have any tips for me to get over this block don’t hesitate to drop them in the comments, please.             *             …

Crashing down.

It’s eleven days until the year 2018 ends. Last month, I started writing my last post for the year. I wrote about how the year started rough for me and the roller coaster of emotions I experienced; the fact that I cried more than half of the time and had suicidal moments. But then I…

Dealing with loss

I’d be the first to let you know that I haven’t really dealt with the death of my mother. I have buried it deep down and haven’t come to terms with it.  I honestly haven’t cried that I lost her. I’ve cried that she didn’t get to see my husband and tease him, cried that…

Back rubs

The back pains started again yesterday. It was a sad day. If this happened last year, I’d have comforted myself in the fact that my mother would be back soon to give me her healing back rubs. “Just a few more months. Be patient” There was nothing to comfort myself in yesterday. Knowing that I’d…