Killing in the name of God is wild to me.

I’ve been away from God for a minute. Well not really because God is always with me; but this time I’m (once again) actively pushing to know him better and to do life with him. (I honestly hate saying ‘him’ when talking about God because God is genderless… but patriarchy is choking us even in... Continue Reading →

On Trauma and Healing

You know what they say about healing. You gotta dig deep, pull out the mush, lay it bare and let it hit you. You pause, cry it out and stand back up. It's only then that the battle can begin. But what if you don’t get up. What if the baggage is so heavy, it... Continue Reading →

Set Free (Verse).

You've been set free, 
But remember to resist the devil 
because he always comes back 
and if he finds you empty,
he will invite his friends 
and they will set up shop.

Cherry Talk

I don't believe in the things that kept me from sex anymore or I have found loopholes around them.

It’s the little things

Look at me being consistent. I’ll wait for the applause. I have something interesting to share with you. Remember when I told you that my faith was on the rocks (no, no alcohol jokes here lol)? Two weeks ago, a man who was evangelizing walked up to me and handed me a pamphlet. ‘Do you... Continue Reading →

It’s Good News!

WHEW! Finally! I feel like most of my personal blogs here are of me beating myself down and picking apart all the things I feel are wrong with me and my life in general. We are going to step away from that today and give myself credit for the amazingly good job I've been doing... Continue Reading →

Early Mornings

There’s this online magazine I read called Zikoko. I don’t think I can hype it up enough. It makes me laugh and cry and sometimes, the quizzes make me feel like the writers dabble in black magic because of how accurate the answers are for me. This morning, I read something that made me very... Continue Reading →

Lust.

I wouldn't even see them with their clothes on anymore. I welcomed it at first - it was exciting to me. It was when I realized I couldn't stop that I panicked.

Built for love.

Hello! It's been a while since I've talked to you. I'm not even going to sit here and lie - it was intentional. I was running away because I was embarrassed. I'm not the same person you met and I didn't want you to see this part of me. However, I feel like I'm accountable... Continue Reading →

Final embrace.

One last embraceOne last smell of your sweet smelling perfumeOne last kiss on the softest of lipsBefore your heart stopsAs I hold your headRocking to the music we first danced to.As I catch your last breathe,And see your eyes open With that famous crooked smile 
One last time.One last touch
One last hope 
One last chance
To... Continue Reading →

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