Lust.

I wouldn’t even see them with their clothes on anymore. I welcomed it at first – it was exciting to me. It was when I realized I couldn’t stop that I panicked.

Built for love.

Hello! It’s been a while since I’ve talked to you. I’m not even going to sit here and lie – it was intentional. I was running away because I was embarrassed. I’m not the same person you met and I didn’t want you to see this part of me. However, I feel like I’m accountable…

Better.

Do you remember the promises -the ones we made as we lay counting the squares on my ceiling?Do you remember the words you spoke -the ones that were so gentle and soft it made my ears tingle?Do you remember the tears -the ones that we shed because our lovewas too intense for us to handleDo…

Strains from the inside.

The doctor gave me stronger puffers today He says that there’s still a strain in my chest That strain is from missing you, my love missing the sounds of your laughter. Those random breathless moments are from missing your heartwarming hugs the sporadic moments of pain – a way of letting me know it never…

F is for Family.

I travelled home last week for a celebration. It was an amazing family reunion and to be honest, I’ve only been back a day but I already feel out of place. I miss my family – my safe space. I have felt true happiness this past week; pure joy, security, calmness and peace. Maybe I’ll…

Top 15 Lessons in the First Three Months of 2019.

Here are the top things I learned in the first three months of the year. God is interested in every aspect of your life no matter how minute. Fear will cripple you. Tell the devil to keep his useless gift. There’s a very thin line between kindness and foolishness. Love is not only the expression…

One with you.

I became one with youthe moment I proclaimed You Lord over me I became your heartthe minute you ran towards me Somewhere along,I lost my way; ashamed to find your faceBut your love found meyour peace, wrapped around me tightly  Never in my broken girl’s wildest dreamsdid I see such a beautiful redemption happening to me.I am one…

I stand.

I standin every word you have said over meI standin everythingthat you say I amI stand in every truththat your word bringsI stand in your perfect will.Under your shadow;behind the cross.I stand.

I found her.

I got a word from my heart.She whispered,’Maybe if you stop searching,you’ll find me.’So I took a break fromcertain faces that made mefeel uncomfortableCertain spaces that made mefeel inadequateWhatever it took, to find me.And when I stopped searching -I found herwaiting for her prodigal partto return home.

Up again.

I see you building those walls up againThe walls we struggled to pull downin tears and sweat.I know it’s hard / I know you’re hurtingI know you’re tired / I know you’re drainedBut we’ve come too far / Too damn far to give up.Stay strong, fighter / put down the bricksKeep those walls / low…