It’s Good News!

WHEW! Finally! I feel like most of my personal blogs here are of me beating myself down and picking apart all the things I feel are wrong with me and my life in general. We are going to step away from that today and give myself credit for the amazingly good job I've been doing…

Ayonge.

It’s been two years Yet I forget how to breathe - sometimesEveryday is a reminder of how I failed youOn the day you needed me the most.Ayonge, I will have to live with this burdenall the days of my life but I'm not complainingI just hope I am forgiven.

Built for love.

Hello! It's been a while since I've talked to you. I'm not even going to sit here and lie - it was intentional. I was running away because I was embarrassed. I'm not the same person you met and I didn't want you to see this part of me. However, I feel like I'm accountable…

Top 15 Lessons in the First Three Months of 2019.

Here are the top things I learned in the first three months of the year. God is interested in every aspect of your life no matter how minute.Fear will cripple you. Tell the devil to keep his useless gift. There's a very thin line between kindness and foolishness.Love is not only the expression acceptable to…

I stand.

I standin every word you have said over meI standin everythingthat you say I amI stand in every truththat your word bringsI stand in your perfect will.Under your shadow;behind the cross.I stand.

I found her.

I got a word from my heart.She whispered,'Maybe if you stop searching,you'll find me.'So I took a break fromcertain faces that made mefeel uncomfortableCertain spaces that made mefeel inadequateWhatever it took, to find me.And when I stopped searching -I found herwaiting for her prodigal partto return home.

Up again.

I see you building those walls up againThe walls we struggled to pull downin tears and sweat.I know it's hard / I know you're hurtingI know you're tired / I know you're drainedBut we've come too far / Too damn far to give up.Stay strong, fighter / put down the bricksKeep those walls / low…

Crashing down.

It's eleven days until the year 2018 ends. Last month, I started writing my last post for the year. I wrote about how the year started rough for me and the roller coaster of emotions I experienced; the fact that I cried more than half of the time and had suicidal moments. But then I…