Always and forever,

I'd like to think you're dancing in Heaven With the Angels spraying you dollars as you sing heavenly songs of praise to the Father Happy Birthday my lover. Always and forever, Your baby.

Ayonge.

It’s been two years Yet I forget how to breathe - sometimesEveryday is a reminder of how I failed youOn the day you needed me the most.Ayonge, I will have to live with this burdenall the days of my life but I'm not complainingI just hope I am forgiven.

Strains from the inside.

The doctor gave me stronger puffers today He says that there's still a strain in my chest That strain is from missing you, my love missing the sounds of your laughter. Those random breathless moments are from missing your heartwarming hugs the sporadic moments of pain - a way of letting me know it never…